No brooding plz..

I didn’t tell him much about my situation but I could tell my lyft driver was a believer in love. He told me to have faith and that everything would be okay. My only trouble is how do I move forward when that trust between me and my lover is broken? But here’s the thing he’s not only my lover he’s my first love and the father of my child our first child. I know at this point there’s nothing much that I can do but let the distance between us restore what was lost. I’m not happy and he doesn’t seem to be the man I fell in love with… So maybe we aren’t even the people we fell in love with anymore? It’s only been a day since my son and I made our way from Las Vegas to Ohio to give the relationship some time and space. I told myself that I wasn’t going to sit around and be sad and constantly think about what he was doing but it’s impossible. We’ve literally been side by side for the past two years we are all we know especially because neither of us have much family out there. We said that we’d talk everyday but I just picked a fight and I couldn’t even tell you why, maybe it’s the wine. Sometimes I think my mind is playing tricks on me and maybe I’m just not what he wants anymore even though he tells me otherwise. I guess at this point only time will tell if he and I are truly meant for one another.